Just registered for the text message release of my semester two results a couple of hours ago. It's hard to breathe or sleep. I'm in a fucking spiral of emotions. Who am I kidding? Studying five days before the exam isn't going to foster any miracles. I spent more time at the coffee shop than at uni this semester. Just give me my marks now and end the misery, or make it worse. I've calculated the percentage of marks I need to achieve to pass the overall subject. It's excruciating waiting and thinking. Waiting and thinking. Waiting and thinking. That's all I ever do. Send me into deep slumber where I'll be in limbo with life and death. Wake me up when this forsaken year ends because I can't take anymore of 2012's shit. I can't.
Saturday, December 1, 2012
Sunday, November 25, 2012
The day we met
Frozen, I held my breath
Right from the start
I knew that I found a home for my heart
Beats fast, colours and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubts, suddenly goes away somehow
Labels:
At the Movies
Thursday, November 15, 2012
Thursday, November 8, 2012
1931
Salvador Dali
"A powerful reminder that our memories are much more like melting wax than hardened metal.
They often change over time, far more than we realize."
Labels:
(Lilienfield,
2011),
Memory psychology
Sunday, November 4, 2012
Friday, November 2, 2012
Warm Bodies - Isaac Marion
“In my mind I am eloquent; I can climb intricate scaffolds of words to reach the highest cathedral ceilings and paint my thoughts. But when I open my mouth, everything collapses.”
Since finishing my first exam on Tuesday, I decided to reward myself with a little taste of my anticipating summer holiday. So I accidentally finished reading Warm Bodies by Isaac Marion in two days. By accident I meant forgetting all reality of exams and everything else.
I have read Twilight by Stephanie Meyer and painfully endured the second book, New Moon (if I took a shot of vodka every time Bella describes the "hole" in the her chest, you'll be rushing me to the emergency room). I have also studied religiously for Year 10 English, Shakespeare's Romeo & Juliet. Now replace the vampire phenomenon with zombies and the two protagonists, "R" & Julie. You see what I did? I've just described Warm Bodies on the surface known to many.
I initially began reading with those thoughts in my mind and I can admit I was blown away at how good and different this was from page one. My persistence for reading Twilight were to be thanked here, as I appreciated new and insightful writing that weren't always...you know, where the protagonist doesn't leap off cliffs to catch a glimpse of her lost vampire boyfriend. I'm not saying Twilight is atrocious, I just prefer it as light reading for my taste. This book wasn't entirely based as a remake for Romeo & Juliet as well, in my opinion this included some of Beauty & the Beast tale. How could a beautiful woman love a brain eating monster?
The dystopian setting in Warm Bodies also eludes me back to Orwell's Nineteen Eighty - Four and I too enjoyed this back thought while reading. Surprisingly I really do like the whole doomsday fear concept (in books!). I never knew I could sympathize with a zombie before. "R" narrates intelligently and philosophically on the world that he sees everyday. His knowledge of the human emotions and memories lost within, as well as the ability to communicate through only a few syllables comprises his heart warming nature. Sometimes he's just damn adorable.
Of course there are those gory bits all zombie stories would elaborate on and I'd always see it on film, but never before have I ever considered my perspective on the way cells and neurons are annotated by R. I'm hoping that the film set to be released in 2013 will have at least some aspect on this. I also know that it will be dominantly narrated since the zombies don't really talk so I'm not sure how this will be tackled either. I already have a feeling of some parts that the directors will leave out so I'll be surprised if they did decide to include it. The last few chapters were a little disappointing I must say (those gimmie-more-more! thoughts), and I can already imagine the directors amplifying the story like they always do. Ah, this style of this novel has already made me skeptical about the film.
A beast and his beauty. Romeo and his Juliet. I must emphasize this is not Twilight with zombies. Never. The pace of R & Julie is not too slow or rushed either. R can be the most cheesiest zombie you'll ever meet, while we are also reminded of the gruesome instincts they inevitably possess. Humans and zombies. A cure. A book so elegantly written, this will surely not be my last time reading it.
Oh and bonus....I swear I found this on the internet when I finished reading!
Oh and bonus....I swear I found this on the internet when I finished reading!
Labels:
Nicholas Hoult,
Yes
Thursday, November 1, 2012
Goodbye October
A winter-y November to suit the weather for today.
Spring has one more month to prove it's worth this year!
2012 IS NEARLY OVER.
Tuesday, October 16, 2012
Ryan Gosling
My obsession always reaches it's peak around this time of year. Everything just gets better and prettier and more exciting when you don't want to do something you're suppose to do. Last year if I recall was Nicholas Hoult.
This year.
(Look Sophia, I made myself my first meme. Aren't you proud of me?)
All the movies I've seen up to date:
1997| Frankenstein and Me
1999| The Unbelievables
2001| The Believer
2002| The Slaughter Rule
2003| The United States of Leland
2007| Fracture
2011| The Ides of March
2013| Gangster Sqad
2013| Gangster Sqad
Labels:
At the Movies
Wednesday, October 10, 2012
Some happy photos before exams.
Free HARIBO lollies from uni. | On the go energy efficient heating while I attempt to do something productive.
and...
ALL THE Gloria Jeans PHOTOS TAKEN SO FAR IN THE YEAR.
I swear I've had a vanilla frap more than once.
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| Tim Tam frap - Linda. |
| Hot chocolate - Caufield racecourse. |
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| Mango fruzie - Lilian. |
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| Raspberry Italian soda - Linda. |
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| Tangerine & grapefruit ice tea - Sophia & Tony. |
| Creme brulee frap after Magic Mike - Lan. |
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| This was taken after Gloria Jeans with Yen. |
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| Frozen yogurt with lime Italian Soda - Sophie. |
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| R U OKAY? Day - Jp. |
Monday, October 1, 2012
Goodbye September
Alright, this is the month for all months. Let's get down to business (to defeat The Huns). Saying goodbye to Tumblr and everything that makes me happy like a giggling school girl for now. Good luck everyone ~ Hibernation mode: ON.
Important:
- Re - enrollment: 8th October - 19th November
- NQT resumes 13th & 17th October
- Keep clocking up log book
Final assessments for the year:
PSY
- Lecture Topic Quiz 5
- Tutorial Assignment 2
- EXAM: November 9th 2:30PM
EDF
- Workshop: October 10th 10AM
- Assignment 2
PHY
- Sugar Metabolism report
- Gastric Simulation tutorial
- Digestion Test
- Exercise practical
- EXAM: October 30th 9:30AM
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