Winter holidays 2013

Hello there blogettes! Semester one is finally done and dusted and I am officially a free child for the next five weeks. Time to consecutively fall back into my 12+ hours sleeping pattern and movie marathons till my parents find me brain dead in bed with the laptop still running. It's up to my family and friends to save me this winter!

• Hostage movie marathon with S.  
• Warm Bodies with L. 
• Ikea date with L & S. 
• City shopping spree with S . 
• Post exams dinner and drinks. 
• Hot springs.
• Starbucks catch up with W, M & S. 
• Catch up with L. 
• 1000 Steps. 
• Paint mugs at Y's house with S & J. 
• S&S catch up.
• Snow street festival. 
• Grand Union Cinema with S. 
• S's house.
• Work dinner. 

• Cinemas with family.
• Print out family photos.
• Reach 4km in 40 min. 
• Boxhill with family. 
• Purchase belated birthday gifts.
• Write a letter to J. 

I write about it here http://k-hameday.tumblr.com/

Introverted problems

Mentally exhausted. 

Things are becoming too overwhelming for me...
I have to remember it's okay to feel this way.

Goodbye June

At exactly one year ago, I wrote this:

I must have woken up on the wrong side of the bed today, or my hormones are being a total bitch. Maybe both. Today is shit. 
I want to leave this place. 
I want to stay in bed for the whole day. 
I don't want to do anything. I don't give a fuck.

Woah, hold up. What was I thinking? Why was I so mad that day? It honestly feels as if I've just been slapped in the face when I re-read this. Whatever rut I was emotionally stuck in, the sense of hostility between the lines is disturbingly intriguing. Today, I'm here. I'm different. I can fortunately state that 2013 has so far brought me better days. My mind has become a lot clearer. I no longer feel trapped underneath conscious weights as frequently as before. However, I'd be a definite fool to make such promises to never feel the dark again. My former self serves as a reminder to the inevitable suffering in life. Everyone is damned. There is no escape from it. Life is suffering. Suffering is life. One day, I will return to the above state of mind again. Be glad, mad or sad. Time changes everyone.