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Last night I cleaned up my MSN contact list. I use to have 180 people on my list, then I deducted it down to 120, 110 and at the moment, 97. It's quite a small number isn't it? I've decided to make it seem even smaller by splitting the list into two groups: "Favourites" and "Other contacts".

Out of 97 people, 24 have made it into the Favourites list. What makes them so special to me? They've all got an adventure or story that only both of us share. They can list at least ten reasons how I'm so...weird and still want to have lunch with me.

As for the rest, we're either strangers in public, I regard you only as a high school classmate or an acquaintance.

I think this clean up was a good clean up!

GAH

Sigh* This is what happens when you're playing around with Blogskins and press "SAVE TEMPLATE CHANGES" by accident.

I'll be back to save you dear blogspot!.

*edit*

There we go :)

Had to find a classic template from Blogger and play around with it instead of inserting one from Blogskins. No more playing with HTML for a while.

You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost..

Cause you had a bad day

• Woke up three times in the early hours of the morning due to separate nightmares. (Nightmares occur in the early morning due to the REM cycle. The REM cycle is the last stage of the sleeping cycle and it gets longer after each hour/sleeping cycle.) 
• Breaking out, breaking out...on the top of my forehead 
• Wore a dress because I thought it would be humid like yesterday. Fucking Melbourne weather. 

You're taking one down

• People who don't show up
• Smiling at people you know and being rejected as a total stranger
• Forgetting my headphones at home. I couldn't pretend to be sad without music as if i was in a movie while sitting alone on a train. Fuck, I didn't need to pretend that I was sad, I was already pissed off at 9:05 am.

You sing a sad song just to turn it around 

• From that point on, I was starting to pin point minor details that were becoming irritating 
• Fucking telemarketers that call my mobile. Go find yourself a real job

You say you don't know

You tell me don't lie

• Not finding a computer in the library 
• If I took my jacket off, I'd be too cold. If I kept it on, my chest will boil

You work at a smile and you go for a ride

• Since our theaters have their tables slide from the right hand side of you, I nearly slipped off one of them when I fell asleep (My elbows were on it) 

You had a bad day 

You've seen what you like 

• The only time when I don't turn my phone to silent during lecture and a telemarketer calls. Luckily my ringtone sounds like a music box

And how does it feel for one more time

•  Internationals who put their feet up on the right hand side of my seat moving my table fucking up and down. 

You had a bad day

• Train delay by five minutes

You had a bad day

• TBs who pda in front of Happy Cup
• Any student that parades around Happy Cup and block the freaking pathway
• Overall, Week 4 

Oooh...a holiday...

Sometimes the system goes on the blink

And the whole thing turns out wrong

You might not make it back and you know

That you could be well oh that strong

And I'm not wrong...

• Finding a seat available on the city loop train 
• Finding a seat that also sat in the direction of the train 
• My hair looked pretty good in the wind 
• Plant Lecturer telling me that I was the brave one out of my partner during Practical because I was using the blade 
• Today's diagrams and drawings looked neater and better than last Practical 
•  8/10 for last Practical 
• An empty elevator that went straight to the top floor without stopping 
• Signing my name and giving my support on the Pray for Japan flag 
• Friend gave me at tangerine lolly 
• Helping out an International about the Online Tests 
• Texting Young Warlock throughout the day ~ but...Merlin and Arthur didn't have phones back then o.o 
• Young Warlock finding my biology CD! 
• Anticipating for next week 
• Walking home halfway, then dad came and picked me up 
• Food

and lastly, 

Sophie, Sophia & Jepe 

393 days

I've been through all 50 episodes and I've waited every Sunday for the English Subs to come out. I'm going insane :(

I went on a date with Yong~

"What do you want me to do for you?" 

I must control myself. 

I want to continue playing the game but I can't...I can't read Korean! Nooooo...

722.

1001 Things Every College Student Needs to Know: (Like Buying Your Books Before Exams Start) *

Written by Harry H. Harrison Jr.

*Not the full version

RE: seven thirty pm thoughts

RE: seven thirty pm thoughts

Here is my planner for Semester One: 

Short, but full on.

The University Life.

Professor "Cueball" - Inorganic Chemistry
The most adorable lecturer.
10.3.11

Professor Nugent - Cell Structure & Function
16.3.11

 After Cell Structure & Function at RMIT, I took the tram down to The University of Melbourne at 12:15pm. 

MY DOMO KUN PENCIL CASE - 1 - 2pm Chemistry at The University of Melbourne

Waited for Sophia for about 20 minutes near the tram stop in front of the Asia Center. Where were you? Without a phone, I had no other option but to rely solely on trust. I didn't know which place you were going to come out from. There were 10 more minutes left to go and I started to walk down to the Berry Building and waited for you at the JH Theatre. 

It's amazing that I actually found the place! Waited..waited..for you...no phone at all. 

Idol showed up at the building with long red marks under his eyes caused by the suction of his safety glasses. While he stood there rubbing his eyes, everyone was going into the building! He offered to call but had no credit. I said "HER PHONE IS BROKEN. WE HAVE TO RELY ON TRUST." 

No Sophia, I did not sit with him. I sat in front of him and his friends and saved a seat for you. Dude, your tables slide in front of you! My tables slide from the right hand side of the seat. I watched every student come in through the door. I really thought, maybe she's dead? The police will check your chat logs and they'll be knocking on my door.

Pulled out my Plant Structure & Function notes and revised for the whole hour. Maybe you were sitting at the back? I saw Francis come in late into the lecture and had to sit on the floor. It's bizzare for you to miss out on Chemistry. 

*Lecturer shows a star shaped molecule* 

Idol: Hey Jason, it's Starmie!

Kid is so adorable. I started to imagine if you were still at the tram waiting for me, but it wouldn't be right. We agreed that I would go into the lecture and save you a seat. At the end of the lecture, I didn't know how to fold up the table. I was knocking and pulling on the table until the nice girl next to me showed me how to pack it away. 

I think she knew that I don't even go here. When everyone was drawing molecules,  I was reading up on leaves. When everyone turned the page and made that paper flipping sound, I was highlighting my notes. 

Caught up with Francis and took the tram to MC together. She and Idol will be my witnesses for today. 

Today was fail whale. It's okay though, these things happen! TRY AGAIN NEXT TIME. 

Idol: Are you going to wait for her still? 

K: No, Sophia will have Prac now. I want to go into Prac with her!

Idol: You can't go in there :| 

I still want to go into Prac Sophia!!!! 

Congratulations

You're now ahead in my Chat Logs.

DEACTIVATED FACEBOOK

Good thing I save posts that I haven't replied to yet in my Hotmail.

Jen Pham posted on your Wall.

"No no, it's okay, I don't have to, just thought being engaged to you made me the almost step-father, that's all. Haha yep, I totally get that. So would you like a strawberry plant for your birthday? I'll try to buy you one anyway, if I can find it. NO! If you're going to create food out of possible future children, then no, I'm not buying you any! But I would love strawberry pancakes, thank you :).

Haha yes I did notice they were quite asian-y. I actually can't remember which boy's name I used to like. I think it was Ryan or something (the oc, ftw!). How about you?

Psh, nothing's ever just a triangle with you! It's more like an octagon. Haha oh yeah, that's what it's called. WORK BEAT FIERCE SOUTH. I can still remember the moves to that. Hahahaha yes, that was indeed traumatising. And then the ding ding ding ding ding ding part didn't help either. You and Yen would just run around like crazy people."

Jen Pham commented on your wall post.
"Haha yes, I was just really worried I'd be a loner forever because that's what o-week was sort of like. Hahah yay! :D I know, I know, I'll try my best to attend all my lectures now. Oh, but I skipped a tute today, but it was Tina's birthday! But did you know that I have absolutely no exams (I'm pretty sure)? You have assessed work already?!?! But congratulations dear! Pretty soon, you're gonna move away and we won't be in the same uni anymore :( 
Hahahahah and then you imagine some nice asian boy noticing that you're sad and then you two talk and become lovers, like some asian drama? Oh yeah, Flinders train sometimes goes straight to flinders and skips mc and parliament, but then goes around the city loop again. Or it goes straight to flinders and then back again (without stopping at mc). 
I've unfortunately been on both of those trains."
RE: 
Sophia came over to my house and we checked out our cacti children. Grandpa told us that jepe jr is dead. It's fallen over and turned brown. Sorry to have alerted you like this. Oh wells, I couldn't reply on tumblr since I'm not a member anymore, and your fb is dead. Congratulations :) Yes I would love a strawberry plant! What's the point of having a strawberry plant if I can't make pancakes with it! D: Do I have to go buy orphan strawberries from the market and eat them instead? >=[ 
Ryan? Not a bad name. Sounds manly! Aw I miss the OC, when Marissa died..it wasn't that great anymore. She didn't say "I love you" to Ryan when she died D; "Luke" or "Marcus" are my favourites. 
Octogon Love :D Sounds forbidden! You must show me the moves again. I haven't ding ding with Yen in ages :( Come ding ding ding with us. The yes dance won't be complete without you. 
Week 2 of uni is down. 2 more weeks when all the assignments, online quizzes start to come in. Do you have any online quizzes/test? They're about 10% of your assessment. Alright, since it was Tina's special day. I just got an assignment today! Record for 7 days the prices of fuel and present it in a table form scientifically -.- 
Thank you! I'm not so sure haha, it's only the beginning! Lucky you don't have exams! SWOT VAC will be your special holiday.  
No Jepe, I don't want fantasy meetings on the train! It's so unromantic. Except in the movie "My Sassy Girl". She was drunk at the train station and collapsed on a guy. He took her home and cared of her and in the end fell in love etc. If Flinders goes straight from Richmond to Flinders, that's it, I'm getting off and taking the tram down o MC. No way am I risking which way it'll go. If it's going through Parliament then I'm happy :D  

I'm missing Freffy again..

"The moment I saw you I knew you’d be the closest I’d get to being...close" 

Skins 

"Freddie" Series 4, Episode 5

Freddie: 

We'd be good together don't you think?

Effy: 

No.

Freddie: 

Why not?

Effy: 

Because I'll break your heart. 

Freddie: 

Maybe I'll break yours. 

Effy: 

Nobody breaks my heart. 

"Freddie" Series 3, Episode 5 

The Sweet Potato Couple

SH: Ah~ I’m really cold. 

YH: What…what… what is it that you want? Do you Want me to Hug You or What? Why do you beat around the bush all the time?

MC: Of course she wants a hug!

YH: You keep saying you’re cold, you’re cold. 

SH: That’s because I’m really cold…

YH: Don’t pretend you didn’t like it. I can see everything from your eyes.

남자 라서 – 거미 / As a Man – Gummy

A new start is always frightening

But this time I truly believe it’s love

I’ll try to be happier than my painful separation

You and we promised eternity and swear on it

But frequent interest will become a small burden

You might get annoyed little by little of the long calls, I don’t want to end

You might call this growing love, obsession

As time goes by I’m getting smaller

Since you’re a man, a man, you wouldn't know even if you died

Since I’m lacking, since I’m foolish, I’m only looking at you

Since you’re a man, you’re a man, you wouldn't understand me

You probably just want to be free, you probably won’t be able to change

Because you are a man.

Because you are a man.

You’re next to me but why does my heart feel so empty?

Why is it that your word “Love” doesn’t sound like it used to be?

The long waits are becoming more and more difficult

I’ve thought of giving up hundreds of times

When you've fallen asleep, I feel uneasy and can’t sleep.

I go crazy when I can’t reach you all night

I’m not a women who expects a lot

But I collapse from one of your inattentive words

Since you’re a man, you’re a man, you wouldn’t know if you died

Since I’m lacking, since I’m foolish, I’m only looking at you

Since you’re a man, you’re a man, you wouldn’t understand me

You probably just want to be free, you probably won’t be able to change

Because you are a man.

Because you are a man.

I still feel like when we’ve first met

I flutter in front of your smile

But even these small expressions are nowhere to be found between us

But since you’re a man, since you’re my man, I still love you

Since you’re a man, since you’re a man, you wouldn’t know if you died

Since I’m lacking, since I’m foolish, I’m only looking at you

Since you’re a man, since you’re a man, you wouldn’t understand me

You probably just want to be free, you probably won’t be able to change

Because you are a man.

Because you are a man.

Goodbye February