A whim away

Saturday, December 1, 2012

December


I haven't written in a while. The words in my head are becoming harder to project.  

Just registered for the text message release of my semester two results a couple of hours ago. It's hard to breathe or sleep. I'm in a fucking spiral of emotions. Who am I kidding? Studying five days before the exam isn't going to foster any miracles. I spent more time at the coffee shop than at uni this semester. Just give me my marks now and end the misery, or make it worse. I've calculated the percentage of marks I need to achieve to pass the overall subject. It's excruciating waiting and thinking. Waiting and thinking. Waiting and thinking. That's all I ever do. Send me into deep slumber where I'll be in limbo with life and death. Wake me up when this forsaken year ends because I can't take anymore of 2012's shit. I can't. 

3 comments:

kimie said...

:(

Kathy said...

aw, I hope you did a lot better than you expected!! :)))

In regards to my martial arts place, my instructor doesn't publicly advertise it,so he relies on word of mouth since our classes are quite small (there's a class for kids and there's four people in our adult classes LOL) Our lessons are held in the hall @ Chandler Secondary,so if u want you can drop by on Tues and/or Thursday before 6pm. When I first started, he gave me two free lessons to try it out to see if I liked it or not :D

Karen said...

Aw thank you very much for the info Kathy! ^_^ I appreciate your help!