"bricks on your balls"

today i woke up this morning with the monthly cramps. i thought this was normal but the pain persisted to the point where i was turning hot and cold, shivering, had difficulty controlling my breathing, loss the color of my face and my hands and feet started to tingle. it felt so nauseating, i couldn't believe that trying to find a comfortable position on the bed was so hard! agonising, i just couldn't suck up this pain.

my mother called the nurse-on-call services and the people were really nice. they asked me all sorts of funny questions like;

"are you pregnant?"
"are you on the pill?"
"used a contraceptive?"
"drank recently?"
"got herpes?"

and finally,
"ARE YOU SEXUALLY ACTIVE?!"

"LOL NO!"

the pain lessened with medication and a hot water bottle. i have never been in this state before o.o' though, the thing you should know about me is that i hardly get sick, but when i do, it's lethal.

for example, the last fever in november i had triggered back my hay fever -.-, the fever before that 2 years ago generated a temperature of 38 degrees celsius.

sigh* this meant that i had to miss out on tutor. i rolled around in bed tired and miserable and decided to give my kids a call. judy was being a good friend and sent me my homework, lilian was being very comforting and telling me to eat porridge, lucinda yelled at me for drinking overdue tea and explaining period pains to andy was like having "bricks on your balls" poor baby, he told me that the girls were hurting his head today too naws x3

i miss them so much :'( i'm feeling a bit better now, more alert and less tired i suppose. sucks being a girl doesn't it ey? my grandpa came into the room smiling "better now?" and my grandma was re-analysing my diet.

"she's been eating way too much korean noodles!"

aw man, no more noodles!! :(

i want THIS dog!

verdell from "as good as it gets"

he's a brussels griffon :3

a second thought.

"...love is in every generation"

where i belong - john michael

"(every time you say) say i love you
(every time you go) i come running
(even when i feel) like i can't take it anymore
i feel peace i know just where i am
i'm right where i belong"

5 months challenge

month 1: awesome august
month 2: sprinting september
month 3: omfg october
month 4: nerve racking november
month 5: deadly december

short term pain for long term gain.

adkadjadjladjladjladuoiaweuoae~

asian parents rant

me: *sucks up to mum* my english teacher that i'm ONE of the top students in the class (A)

mum: i don't trust her, your end of year marks will show whether you are the TOP student.

me: i got a 7 - 8 and my expression is really improving.

mum: end of year results will show that.

OH F THIS CONVO. *leaves*

---> go on highexpectationsasianfather.tumblr.com

no, seriously go on it.

http://ohheylucy.tumblr.com/post/847004566/boy-girl-convos-the-boy-had-to-give-the-phone-back

"Respect the fact that he doesn’t have time for your tears 24/7 and has his own life to attend to."

dear you,

LET'S MEET AGAIN ON NOVEMBER 11th 2010.

(after my final exam of course!)

re: sophie's post "instant reality check" 290710

• i do not have a boyfriend, hunting season starts in uni.


• i definitely miss hugging :(


• exam time = wank time


• apparently teachers are giving us more independence, but we're not ready to let go of your hands yet.


• i've already picked out 7/12 courses from ze vtac guide


• c'mon! it's only 2 months of pain for your future gain.


• always keeping my options open, but not looking at them too greatly. if you're constantly knowing that you're going to have something to fall on, you wouldn't feel the need to do as well as you wanted to.


• 75+ please!


• science ---> some special subject ---> med ----> doctor whatever ----> PHD? ---> marries another doctor ---> force our children to become successful doctors as well.


• DEATH TO PROCASTINATION.


• i must remember that i am human. everything will be okay.


• i want to be a doctor or a scientist AND ONE SPONTANEOUS WIFE.


• my two kids, lilian & andy really motivate me to do well in my future aspirations. we promised together that we'll work hard as a family and achieve our goals. since i am older, i want to be a good role model for them, to show the rewards of hard work and persistence.


• take it one step at a time baby.


• hello english and chemistry


• let's cry, let's hurt sophie ;D