SMTOWN LIVE IN TOKYO

Here are a few backstage photos taken from SMTOWN LIVE IN TOKYO. I really like these snapshots because I can't help but think they're in a club instead of being behind the stage. The style of the photograph reminds me of all those clubbing photos you see on Facebook. By relating these photos to photos of your friends - it's just a reminder that these performers are too, human beings like you and I. I may not be able to see them now, but hopefully when I grow a bit older I'll be able to admire them in person rather than through the screen. 

They're all a unique type of beautiful. 

Sungmin 

Yunho

Amber & Victoria

Tiffany

We just have to accept the fact that some people are going to stay in our hearts, even if they don't stay in our lives. 

SHELL

Our lives are shaped by our experiences. Our experiences are preserved in our memories. But what if we had a chance to remember things that we never actually experienced?

Written and Directed by Wesley Chan
Produced with Phillip Wang

Goodbye August

At least mornings won't be so damn cold now.

Vujicic

"If I fail, I try again, and again, and again. If YOU fail, are you going to try again? The human spirit can handle much worse than we realize. It matters HOW you are going to FINISH. Are you going to finish strong?"

Nick Vujicic (born 4 December 1982) is a preacher and motivational speaker – born with Tetra-amelia syndrome, a rare disorder characterized by the absence of all four limbs.

Tekken 3

MY CHILDHOOD

I wish he knew

• How he's the first guy that I trust. 
• He's the first guy that I've hugged. 
• He's the one who gave me the definition of "Friday nights" 
• He makes my heart jump out of my chest when he's near. 
• He makes me teary when I haven't seen nor spoken to him in weeks 
• How pathetic he makes me feel 
• How much I worry for him 
• How long replies turned to short replies are crushing me 
• How I like the way he has to bend down to talk to me 
• How he finds me in crowded places
• How I find him in crowded places 
• That his voice is so soothing 
• How he never rolls down his sleeves 
• How he's the first person to give me butterflies 
• Because of him, I knew the feeling of hurt 
• Because of him, I knew the feeling of disappointment 
• How I hate that he's on pre-paid 
• How much I'd love to tell him something random throughout the day, but I won't in fear that I'll be a bother to him 
• How he's the perfect height 
• How cute he is when he still eats regardless of being full  
• How much he's scaring me
• How I hate every goodbye 
• How I get jittery with every new conversation 
• How thankful I am to meet him again
• How I like the way he teaches me or shows me something
• How I question myself everyday whether I should hold on or let go 
• I still remember the first day we met again 
• How close I am to just grabbing his hand. 
• How he caught me staring 
• How he can read my face 
• How my friends act so cheekily around us 
• How I have the songs that he's sent to me on my Ipod 
• How he makes me feel safe
• How all these feelings are bottling up inside of me 
• He's an idiot
• How I hover around his name online 
• How he's an unpleasant winner

• How freaking important he is to me, and I'll have to move mountains to let him know. 

To the past: High School

To the present:

August Thoughts

SUNGMIN FOR CECI

• Superhero Movie on Channel GO! 
• Mmmm... must watch Abduction in September & Lion King in 3D!
• Sore throat! 
• Gotta get kids to think homework is fun. 
• Pulled out my CAS calculator for the first time since Methods for Maths & Stats. 
• I have no idea when my plan recharges! The dates are fluctuating so I have to be careful not to go over my limit. 
• The weather has been absolutely glorious these past days. 
• Need to fix up my wardrobe. 
• Should I buy that poncho/cropped jacket I found at MC? 
• Need to get belated and upcoming birthday gifts. 
• Stupid headphones having wild sex...everywhere 
• Headbands with bows! 
• Bobby pins deprived 
• Gotta hand over my laptop to my mum so she can watch Eclipse later tonight. 
• So close to being 20, yet so far. 
• Mid semester assessments are coming up! 
• Bloated
• Loves walking home in the rain. 
• Travelling on the train, walking home or browsing around alone can be calming. 
• Desk is a mess 
• Discovered Message Reader on my phone! A man will read all the text messages you've sent to me. 
• Reconsidering choices for 2012 
• Chemistry report!! Lab test! 
• One more week to go before mid semester break 
• Should use the break wisely 
• I've got a curfew, but I do wonder what memories I'd create if I went out at night. 
• You can scan barcodes into your Iphone and add them to your shopping list! Safeway, you have mind blown me. 
• Super Junior for CECI 
• I miss the Killester girls
• This is me in August (My current FB dp) 

Getting down on Friday

• Bumped into Anna at the train station. 
• Gave Annie a quick hello before dashing to Chemistry practical. 
• Made it into the laboratories at 10:29am. 
• Titrations & calculations today. 
• Finished one hour early and decided to go to the perfume store. 
• Currently liking Flora Eau Fraiche by Gucci. 
• Ghosted Sophia at Valley Girl. 
• Window shopped around MC. 
• Played with two puppies at the pet store. 

• Went to pick up my Plant Structure & Function assignment from Semester 1. 
• Met up with Jp
• Gave a congratulatory phone call to Sophie. Knew you'd make it. 
• Sashi Don at Don Don. 

• Korean store with Uy. 

• Crazy Wings 

Crazy Wings reaction video, took me an hour to upload!

• While waiting for Uy & Sophia's crepes to be made, Jp and I were allowed by her mother to play with her nine month old adorable baby girl.
• Bought myself a cone with a spoon. 
• Took a tram to Flinder Street Station. 
• Got ticket inspected back home . 
• Said goodbye to Uy at the bus stop. 
• Walked to Sophia's house. 
• Talked for a bit along with Melisa. 
• Gave Jp a lift home.